This page is dedicated to my girlfriend Natalie <3
Today was a good but long day, i went to lunch with Daniel and Cassie, and its been too long since i hung out with them. We celebrated chris’s bday today and we went to eat and it was really good. Connor and Johnny were there too and it was fun seeing them again. After dinner we went to Connor’s house to hang out and relax, Robert came by later on. Then Connor, Chris and I went to see the new Harry Potter and it was a huge tearjerker haha it was a beautiful movie. After i saw the movie i came home and logged on facebook and my aunt Mo tagged me in a picture of Justin’s graduation and i was right next to my Aunt patti but i didnt sit next to her because she had her boy friend kelly and i wanted to give them space. Anywho, i came home and i saw the picture and i just started crying and crying i just couldn’t hold it in. Tomorrow is the services and i say my final goodbyes, it was so hard to just be at the hospital and now im not sure how well ill be able to handle it. Its still hurting me and i know it will take more time for me to fully heal. I miss you Tia Patti so much, we all do. Sooo speaking of harry potter… My good friend Natalie or Vanilla Bear to me has been there every time i needed someone to talk to or just to listen to me complain. We became friends through Group Therapy and we never really talked until she asked for my number on my last day, which was June / 7 / 2011. Ever since then we talk ALL the time and she was been an amazing friend to me! She has quickly become one of my closest and dearest friends <3 We always talk about random nerdy crap and its the best. i cannot get tired of it or being nerdy with her haha x) I always make fun of her and i type wierd becuz i kn0w hhow mooch it bugges her. I can go on and on about what we talk about and how we are there for each other and how amazing our friendship is!! She does everything to cheer me up and to get me to smile like singing Hakuna Matata, Coldplay or even her music like All Time Low (Still picture them in undies eating nanners, forever in my head) She is an amazing person and i felt like she deserves her very own dedication page and for her to be acknowledged. I am VERY thankful and lucky to have her in my life.
I will always be there for you vanilla bear no matter what, i pinky promise.
Love you’re very own,
P.S i did that “you’re” on purpose <3